it nearly drove me into insanity.
my heart was torn apart.
'though I knew that however my heart is broken, it'll still continue to beat and days will still continue.
I just refused to admit it.
I nearly died in the hands of my love.
for one love that I felt so strong in, it actually betrayed me.
I just wanted to stab myself in the heart. and die.
point at me and call me a loser. I don't care.
I feel that I don't need to explain to anyone about why I decided to let it go.
and move on with him.
cus it my life, my love.
yes, givin up was my option but its not anymore.
cus I know. I know myself that I will not be satisfied.
I do not live for him but for myself.
so it gives me reasons to forgive him.
I believed in him. I always did.
and I still do. more.
I will not surrender. never.
to my sisters.
thank you all.
for always standin with me.
though I always say I'll protect you guys.
but it always ends up with me seekin refuge from you.
I'm sorry. for being stubborn.
and to burden.
yes. I sucha burden.
a worst one, compared to you.
wk.
you'll always be my bro.
I'm sorry for what I said about you.

rhyo's back form aussie.
got my macadamia nut in dark chocolate. my favourite :)
chloe's still in china. how much I miss my darlin cousin.

my week's been pretty okay.
exam's ended.
yes, ended!
but somehow, I don't still as excited as I thought I'd be. lol.
I can't wait to start work.
wahaha.
and I miss my clique so much.
eh. when are we ALL goin to club together sia?!
lol.




fate does not exist.
even if it does, we control it.