5.21.2006

what on earth is mom thinkin.
what on the fuckin earth is on her mind seriously.
okay.
its obvious, sometimes.
and of cus, I'm oblivious.
but I don't care.
I don't fucking give a damn.
I tried my best to be the best sister, and the best daughter.
who cares?
no one.

no one gives a shit about the things I have given.
no one gives a fuck about my feelings.
no one. just no one in my stupid broken family.
who'd ask me about my day in school?
who'd ask me if I have had my meals?

if this is the love I'm gettin,
then please, I am begging you...
don't.
I don't need any of your pathetic love.
fuck the love.
fuck the lies.