"I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart"

I finally got to eat my favourite unagi rice with egg at kobayashi.
it was a perfect day until my mom called me on my phone and yelled at me.
I ditched all my plans to go jb and went home to do what she wanted me to do.
and she continued to yell at me as if there is no tomorrow. it only natural that she does that.
all she does is call me up, shout into the phone and demand me to do this and that and come up with imaginary things that I did not say.
I'm really tired. I feel so emotionally abused.
I wanna run away and never come back again.