wake me up.


Now I understand. When you are young, when bad things happen, you can blame people around, you can blame your parents, your surroundings, you can even blame god. It's never your fault, you were young and had no power. But when you are an adult, and bad things happen to you.

I only can blame myself. " Did I do my best?"

so tonight, I can't go to bed.
all because I was to0 slack.
I swear this' not going to happen again.
I FUCKING SWEAR.